Jesus is with me.
I can’t imagine how bitter one could become without Him, without Hope in
Him. Hence my prayer today is for
total healing – THIS WEEK – or sooner.
May I be healed fully on earth or fully in Heaven – I am so ready for
either. Please pray this for
me. I don’t know how it
works. Does he let me just enter
into this – or do I have to continue through the ravages of the cancer
progression?
I can hardly imagine continuing on. My attitude is so on the brink of
despondency. This is not a place I
am very familiar with. I don’t
like it. Nor do I like the desire
to give up – but is it giving up to want to be free from chains? Is it giving up to want to be
healthy? Or is it part of my
fabric and fiber? I’m told I’m
still needed on earth? I don’t
feel needed, rather needy.
Help me Lord Jesus to continue on as you choose. But please choose healing – and soon.
Am praying for you dear sister. Thank you for opening up so that we might bear as much as possible that we CAN bear for you. Love you.
ReplyDeletePraying for you today! May God bring you joyful memories today. I long for you to be free from pain and fly on a horse. May you remember the joyful when you and Davita took off at a gallop down the riverbed a few years ago. I am remembering you on that day..... free, painless, full of excitement! Peace to you. Hugs
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