But hold on.
The Lord is joyful? Why did
this strike me as so phenomenal or odd.
Had my picture of him really not included the emotion of joy? As I took a short hike in the hills
this evening to enjoy nature and the sunset amongst the Disneylandish throng of
people who have discovered our hills, I began contemplating how I did see
God. "Joyous" really was not my
first handhold. Geez, He has
so many people to feel bad for.
Like me, I have cancer, and like several of my friends with bad
diseases. Then there’s all the
starving people, and terrorists, and just lots of lost and confused
people. I guess I’ve just been
picturing a pretty stressed out, saddened God, carrying all the sorrow and
grief of the ages. Silly me.
Often times when I arrive at a certain lookout on this walk
I will stop and pray for the city; I just realized that at that juncture I am
praying to a sad God, One Who, with me is looking out on all those miserable
people who have no hope, who are working too hard, or drinking too much, are in
unhappy living situations, or hate their jobs. Poor God. It’s
a good thing I am praying for these people, just trying to share the burden
with him.
But now I have this new idea… a joyful God! There is that verse in the Bible
(Hebrews12:2) that says that Jesus
decided to endure the cross for the JOY set before him. What was that joy? Our family recently re-watched one of our
favorite movies, Hook. And there
is that struggle and suspense of wondering if Peter Banning will ever be able
to think a Happy Thought so that he can fly again, fight Captain Hook, and rescue his children. Finally it comes.
His Happy Thought is his son; and with that, he can fly, and fight and rescue. As I think of the joy set before Jesus,
I think of all of us who have chosen to follow him, and all those who still
will. We are his happy
thoughts. As I returned back
home on the trail tonight, and looked out on the city to pray, everything
changed. I was now looking out on
all those people who love Jesus, and all of those who may not realize it, but
they will soon know Him. My prayer
was made new, strengthened by the Lord’s joy. How had I missed that joy before? He is exuding joy as He thinks about all of us people He loves.
I didn’t feel I could publish this without checking the
original language, Hebrew, to make sure that my commentary is accurate. But first I checked other commentaries,
and they all focused, as I did until last week, on the joy we feel because of
the Lord. (So, I'm relieved to know I'm not the only one who missed out on the fact that the Lord owns joy!) Alas, the Hebrew word
for joy, used in this verse is only used one other time in the Bible. (There is another word that is more
frequently used for joy whenever it expresses emotion felt by man.) This joy, both times, is said to belong
to the Lord. His joy! Every Hebrew word, including this word for joy, has a root word. The pictograph assigned to those three letters is “behold,
a door in the fence.” I love how
this concurs with what I was thinking.
God’s joy is us, he provides that door, that way in, for us to find
Him. (I found my info here: http://skipmoen.com/tag/nehemiah-810/,
too good not to share.) God's Joy = A way for us to find Him! Behold! I love it!